Have you ever had those mornings in your life when you wake up and feel like you're stuck in a bad dream? Like your worst nightmare has become your reality? Like there's this shadow that can't, won't go away? His nose, it was so perfect. And his beautiful wafer like lips. His pronounced jawline just … Continue reading Watching the sun rise
Cancer: Mom and Brother
You see and hear it everywhere. I often come across photo captions with the hashtag "blessed". "My new grandson was just born and he's perfect! I'm so blessed! Found my soulmate #blessed. We've been so blessed to find our dream home. Life couldn't get any better!" Obviously, for most people, we consider good things as … Continue reading #blessed
God’s perfect plan?
I admit, I can't stomach Christian cliches much anymore. Like when people act like they aren't worried about something because "God is in control". Was God not in control the day I woke up to find my baby dead? Or when someone says, "It's just all a part of God's perfect plan". Really? Children being … Continue reading God’s perfect plan?
When Your Fears Become Reality
As I have mentioned before, I struggle with an anxiety disorder. Sometimes my mind is a continuous loop of fears about the future. Here is an example of how my mind works. First, I get some numbness and tingling in my fingers. Next, I'm googling my symptoms and diagnosing myself with a tragic illness. Then, … Continue reading When Your Fears Become Reality